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Healing Birth and Prenatal Shock
Using Water and Movement-Based Methods
Annie Brook, MA LPC
© 2001 Annie Brook. All rights reserved.
This paper is written from a perspective of clinical treatment addressing
prenatal and birth shock, water-based treatment methods, and issues
of early attachment. This article is written with a deep sense of
gratitude for all the teachers and the teachings in awareness and
consciousness, and with the intent to provide insight to practical
application in clinical and healing work.
Shock and trauma can occur as soon as there is consciousness, which
means it can occur during time in utero and at birth (pre and peri-natally).
It can occur before the cognitive brain is recording memory; however
memory can exist in the awareness and presence of the cells and
tissues and it is from here that pre and perinatal experiences can
be reactivated. Shock can affect both the sympathetic and parasympathetic
aspects of the nervous system. Activated shock undermines the relational
stability and interactive engagement of people who might usually
have a balanced and healthy expression. A person in activated shock
can appear dissociated, ungrounded, collapsed (as in parasympathetic
expression) or vigilant, testy, confrontational and defended (as
in sympathetic expression). In addition a person can freeze and
withdraw.
History of Water-Based Prenatal Method
Water based methods are being used as an effective
treatment method to sequence shock out of the body. Pioneering work
developed by David Sawyer has brought together the fields of movement
and psychotherapy. Methods used include: Watsuu (water massage),
the work of Dr. William Emerson (Pioneer in Pre and Perinatal treatment),
aspects of IBP (Integrated Body Psychotherapy), and BMC (BodyMind
Centering) and BMP (BodyMind Psychotherapy). David invited me to
join him in this work because of my certification in both BMC and
BMP. BMC, the work of Bonnie Bainbridge Cohen, is an exquisite sensation,
perception, and movement awareness training. It brings clarity to
the body and provides empowering tools for repatterning shock responses.
BMP, developed by Susan Aposhyan, a certified BMC teacher, addresses
the psychological/emotional integration of sensations. BMP supports
embodiment in behavior and relating.
The thread that weaves together all of the masterful
teachings previously mentioned, and creates the Prenatal Journey,
is the thread of sustained compassion and awareness. Bonnie Bainbridge
Cohen would never claim to teach compassion; yet her teachings exemplify
awareness and compassion at its deepest level. William Emerson expresses
extreme compassion for an infant's birth and prenatal experience.
Both David Sawyer and Susan Aposhyan were students of Trogyam Rinpoche,
a Lama and teacher of the Shambhala teachings of Wisdom and Compassion.
Effective prenatal work demands wisdom, empathy, compassion, and
the application of skillful means.
These methods mentioned provide the foundation
for the Prenatal Journey. The Prenatal Journey is a training in
pre and peri natal shock and healing for advanced health care practitioners
that occurs on land and in the water. Trainees process their own
shock and learn how to facilitate water sessions focused on healing.
Understanding Shock and its Influence on Identity and Development
Personal sessions as a client, professional training, clinical practice,
and Naropa University teaching have honed my clinical skills and
helped me understand how shock and trauma differ. I will share this
understanding and include experiences from clinical work with children
and their mothers using water-based methods.
In an earlier paper, "The
Physiology of Shock and Trauma", I addressed how shock
works in the body and offered somatic exercises that demonstrate
these principles. In that paper I spoke about the difference between
shock and trauma. It is important to understand this both cognitively
and experientially. This paper furthers the understanding of shock
by including the impact of pre and perinatal experience and early
attachment issues when working with both children and adults.
In trauma a singular incident startles the nervous system and then
gets buried in the psyche and body. A therapist can guide a client
toward the trauma and uncover it layer by layer with somatic awareness
and integration. A client can have other resource channels still
available while working with trauma.
Shock however, is not singular but universal.
It can occur through a singular event that is too much for the nervous
system to process or through repeated unmanageable stimulus delivered
consistently over time. Activated shock floods the body with chemical
messengers. It is immediate and produces whole body overwhelm. Shock
influences tissue tone. Activated sympathetic shock, as expressed
in hyper-vigilance and defensiveness, can create a hypertoned response
to life. Activated parasympathetic shock, expressed as lethargy,
ungroundedness, and depression, occurs from the tendency to go hypo-tone
under stress. It can produce keen spiritual insights or adeptness
in intuition and clairvoyance. However, these insights occur while
in a dissociated state. Developed skills of intuition are better
integrated when the shock has been cleared from the system. Unlike
trauma, when shock emerges a person is literally unable to resource
and regroup in an effective manner. Irrational social behavior can
occur at these times.
During pre natal experience, shock is layered in through the cells
and can be activated or added to by a birth that has sudden or numerous
medical interventions. This shock will influence the ability of
the mother and the baby to bond. One task of an infant is to develop
internal self-regulation of emotional and energetic states. This
can be impaired if shock is still hovering in the infants'
system. The baby cannot yield in the body enough to release the
shock and connect with its mother. Parents may still be in shock
if they were under-supported or overwhelmed by medical interventions
during the birth. They cannot yield enough in the body to connect
with their infant.
If the baby or the mother has not negotiated
shock that occurred prenatally or at birth, their ability to bond
is jeopardized. Untrained parents may not empathize with or understand
their baby's lethargy, hyper vigilance, or dissociation due to shock
(or influence of anesthesia). A mother may withdraw or blame herself
in response to her baby's distress, and become invasive, depressed,
solicitous, or non-attuned. A baby will experience its mother's
distress but have no cognition as to why this occurs. An infant
will often internalize the blame for the lack of quality care, thinking
something is deeply wrong with them, which manifests later in adults
and children as a deep sense of insecurity of identity. Unresolved
shock produces a mismatch of expression and energetic exchange between
a mother/father and child that become a base line for their interaction.
Healthy reciprocal interaction is damaged and can set the template
for all relationships. This can even manifest later in adults in
issues relating to sexuality and intimacy.
Unresolved shock shows up in infants and adult
bodies. These include low tone tendencies, such as dissociation
due to ingestion of anesthesia (as in a caesarian birth), or hypertonic
tendencies related to ingestion of nicotine from a smoking mother,
adrenaline from a fearful mother who may have experienced previous
miscarriages or been battered, or administered chemicals such as
tributaline (a muscle contraction inhibitor used to prevent premature
labor). I see tributalin often related to ADDHD children who cannot
relax. There seems to be a corollary between tributaline and hyper
arousal in the nervous system; mothers describe the drug as relaxing
their muscles while jarring their nerves and children who have experienced
this are often tactile defensive children.
Chemicals that enter the baby's umbilicus become part of the matrix
of the baby's cellular experience. Because the cortex is
not so developed, a baby cannot differentiate so fully what is their
or their mother's experience. The fluids of the in uterine experience
become the building blocks of a prenates' sense of self.
If a mother were anxious, suffered loss of family members and was
grieving, or had other highly impactful stressors, the prenate will
feel this. Whether produced through ingested chemicals, or the emotional
chemicals released by the mother's thought forms, the baby
is influenced. If a mother is not delighted about her pregnancy,
a prenate can feel not wanted, if she is afraid, a baby will be
flooded with adrenaline. It is important to understand these influences
without blaming parents or medical institutions. This type of listening
without judgment is essential training for parents when working
with their child's shock patterns. In the section on treatment,
I share tools to help with this.
In uterine and birth experiences express as themes
in adult psychology and produce various behaviors. They can appear
as a low self-esteem in persons who seem very accomplished (identity
being influenced prenatally by not being wanted at an time in utero
when the heart was forming). They may appear as a pervasive yet
nameless anxiety and hyper-vigilance in persons (influenced by emotional
chemicals from mothers who considered abortions, were beaten, or
afraid their baby would die). An adult can go to sleep under
stress and lose motivation during the opportunity for a promotion
(recapitulation of the effects of anesthesia at birth response).
They can struggle externally by engaging in contradiction and often
set up difficulties with authorities. They may also struggle internally
by never knowing what choices are right for them (both are an expression
of forceps which would have deprived them of their own authority
to be born, and created a lack of inner trust if they were pulled
out in the opposite spiral of their original birth spiral).
Treatment of Shock
Excerpts from my journal, describing the effects of shock and impact
of treatment.
It is amazing how the water
can soften shock in the body. Little by little the fluids and tissue
ripple out. Chronic deep holding in the cells begins to soften and
vibrate. People yield a bit their opposition and start to find first
a trust in their own experience, and then the possibility to trust
in relating with others. It is a complex dance. Even the most "normal"
births in these modern western times are often a template for shock.
I was born 6 weeks early and put in a glass box for 17 days without
touch. Through my life I have struggled with finding home, with
developing a long-term relationship that did not end in my betrayal.
I am just now finding the actual feelings of terror in my tissue
at being that alone after such a big experience as birth. I have
felt now the despair and the smart solution I made at the time to
minimize all needs. Now as I can witness and feel again, I also
repattern. I face connection rather than isolation. I face attachment,
rather than minimizing my needs.
As a clinician, it is worthwhile to know about shock and how to
treat it. This takes study, experiential training, and individual
session as a client. I advise caution when learning about shock.
Do not centralize shock nor pathologize your clients. Awareness
of shock should not be exaggerated. I have often seen early students
or young practitioners in the field orient too much toward trauma
and disease rather than health. Their focus activates shock patterns
and this creates concern and escalation in their clients. Treatment
of shock is about layering in support in the body and psychological
system. Shock treatment can be an early intervention resource that
resolves core issues easily and compassionately. It may be used
skillfully with adult clients to resolve long-standing patterns
that interrupt success and intimacy. A shocked infant is not permanently
damaged. Remind parents that a loving relationship following
a difficult birth can do much to release shock patterns.
The resolution of shock produces aliveness in
the body tissue and results in vitality. It helps people integrate
their experience cognitively and develop self-compassion. Release
of shock combined with repatterning of movement brings more clarity
in expression, a greater ability to be present and embodied, and
more ease during social interaction. When a pre or perinatal issue
gets resolved, people are less likely to keep re-creating ineffective
and unpleasant circumstances in adult life. People tend to be more
proactive, interactive, and resourceful. It appears that treatment
produces results in a qualitative fashion that are sustainable.
The language of movement and sensation is a primary resource for
treatment because shock occurs on a preverbal level. In working
with shock, it is important to know how to work with and through
the body. Knowledge of BodyMind Centering (BMC) and BodyMind Psychotherapy
(BMP) provides supportive tools before and when shock gets reactivated.
Essential tools of skillful means are empathy skills, pacing skills,
and compassion.
Cognitive and experiential understanding of the difference in methods
of treatment between shock and trauma is also essential.
The treatment of shock requires a practitioner's
empathy and compassion as an antidote to a client's subcortical
sense of overwhelm. Working with shock has an entirely different
pacing than working with trauma. The healing of shock cannot be
rushed. A client is learning to manage their internal sensations
and return to physiological homeostasis. This is happening on a
sensation level, much more than an intellectual level. As the sensations
are integrated and empathy extended, a client can regain balance
and presence. They can then integrate cognitively their experience
and make sense of the overwhelm that just occurred in their system.
Shock works as a field theory, and has field level
influence. A clients' shock can quickly activate an unskilled
therapists shock. In group work, one person can activate shock in
many other participants. It is challenging for practitioners and
facilitators to stay present when a shock field is activated. For
these reasons. shock is often avoided or not encouraged to emerge
during clinical treatment. However, there are supportive means available
to clinicians. The ability cultivated through BMC for cellular presence
allows a practitioner to stay present during client or group overwhelm.
Use of BMP skills guides a practitioner to use her body as a resource
and container for support when shock surfaces during clinical treatment.
The use of the body systems and integration of
developmental patterns can encourage a client to pay attention to
sensation and to regain balance and awareness on a cellular and
body level. In relationship, the IBP "love pie" model
of invasion and abandonment speaks of the healthy need for contact
and space, the use of containment, and resourcing the adult self
with clear boundaries. This model is extremely helpful to a client's
cognitive integration and understanding. Compassion and embodied
presence, the foundation of BMC and BMP, combined with the sequencing
of emotions allows charge in the body to self-regulate. Dr. Emerson's
work on understanding the impact of prenatal experiences produces
empathy for these themes, and is instrumental support for a practitioner.
Practitioners must witness with compassion their clients' pre and
perinatal experience and have an understanding of how this works
in the body in order to heal shock. As therapists provide witness,
help contain energy, and maintain a respectful boundary of a shock
field, a client can return to their body through sensation and begin
to sequence shock out of their system.
See Birthing the Self, by David Sawyer,
and the book and video set, From Conception to Crawling,
by Annie Brook (available here).
© 2001 Annie Brook. All rights reserved.
Excerpt from article Water-Based
Methods of Healing.
Complete article available here.
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